I was so so so annoyed, my Bank Card has gone... I know its that simple to just call the bank and get a replacement in 5 working day... but It's just annoying that i had used it few mins ago.. where has it gone....
At 1st, I pretended it wasn't happening. then I sat there with my doctor pretending I was listening to him so it will take my mind of it..
Then I was plunged into gloom, Imagining the effort to call the bank and wait for the new card... I'm going crazy over a simple situation...
So I looked into my handbag again, and went into an almost immediate freak because I cant find it.
It happens all the time that i mislay my purse, sunglasses, lipsticks... my doctor David realised something is up, he then asked in his thick Italian accent "Bella what is it happening?" I was answering that question with my head down searching my card like a mad person...
Calmer David then took my bag off me.. and said let me help you... within no time, my card appeared... The bliss i feel upon knowing i haven's lost my card was such a high, It is like the ride of anxiety and the joy of realising I'm safe again is such a ride...
'why did you not ask me to help' David asked.. I must want to put myself through that for some reason rather then remaining calm...... its that simple, a calmer friend's help made me happy... wanting to find my card was pure vexation! David laugh out loud, and said "silly girl, I'm happy now to see you calm... you get better with this energy I'm happy to help"
Asking for help not only make me happy, but also the person i asked(within limits of course). I always think million times before asking someone even a simple question(which equates to a lot of thinking) I have often think I'm bothering others by asking but often find that they are really happy to help... even if it's because they feel sorry for me....
Today I made a friend happy by helping him flat hunting, I'm sure he is making his friends/future flatmates happy by bringing the help to them..
David made me happy because he found my card, he then happy because he is glad he can help.. the happiness came back to me from me helping others earlier of the day...
This is what Circle of happiness means.....even its just little things... the best way of cheer yourself up is to cheer somebody else up... then happiness will find its way back to you..try It.. It works....
Im also happy that Ed and Thyone are return from what seems the life time holiday!! happy happy day!!
LITTLEMISSSUNSHINE
XX
At 1st, I pretended it wasn't happening. then I sat there with my doctor pretending I was listening to him so it will take my mind of it..
Then I was plunged into gloom, Imagining the effort to call the bank and wait for the new card... I'm going crazy over a simple situation...
So I looked into my handbag again, and went into an almost immediate freak because I cant find it.
It happens all the time that i mislay my purse, sunglasses, lipsticks... my doctor David realised something is up, he then asked in his thick Italian accent "Bella what is it happening?" I was answering that question with my head down searching my card like a mad person...
Calmer David then took my bag off me.. and said let me help you... within no time, my card appeared... The bliss i feel upon knowing i haven's lost my card was such a high, It is like the ride of anxiety and the joy of realising I'm safe again is such a ride...
'why did you not ask me to help' David asked.. I must want to put myself through that for some reason rather then remaining calm...... its that simple, a calmer friend's help made me happy... wanting to find my card was pure vexation! David laugh out loud, and said "silly girl, I'm happy now to see you calm... you get better with this energy I'm happy to help"
Asking for help not only make me happy, but also the person i asked(within limits of course). I always think million times before asking someone even a simple question(which equates to a lot of thinking) I have often think I'm bothering others by asking but often find that they are really happy to help... even if it's because they feel sorry for me....
Today I made a friend happy by helping him flat hunting, I'm sure he is making his friends/future flatmates happy by bringing the help to them..
David made me happy because he found my card, he then happy because he is glad he can help.. the happiness came back to me from me helping others earlier of the day...
This is what Circle of happiness means.....even its just little things... the best way of cheer yourself up is to cheer somebody else up... then happiness will find its way back to you..try It.. It works....
Im also happy that Ed and Thyone are return from what seems the life time holiday!! happy happy day!!
LITTLEMISSSUNSHINE
XX
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