Wednesday 6 February 2013

To be contiune..

2013, a new year, world that we live in didn't end on the date Mayan predicted.. to be honest I was kind of looking forward to it.. I imagined many way of living being one of the survivor.. as if i knew no matter what happen, i am going to be ok.. i guess that's just how you become when you are one of the cancer survivor..

"What happen to your blog Shannon?" "why aren't you writing anymore?" I kept getting asked.. yes, why Shannon? i don't know.. i don't have time!! i have lost my inspirations!!! i cant hardly even remember why i started this blog.. Was i a better person when i was ill?

Confuse.com..

I have got out of cancer but walked into a tougher world... how is that possible.. or is my state of mind has changed? I have picked up my blog with so many questions and its all started after a emergency meeting tonight or shall i say this is the trigger of it...

I saw tears in my boss's eyes the 1st time since i known him... I'm upset, angry but helpless... i found myself in a situation that i cant ignore but face it..

i will never say that i don't have time ever again, i have been given the same amount of the time that were given to everyone, including all the most influential people in the universe...

so 1st step.. i have picked up my blog...